this thursday i am going to fly to
i think part of why i hate to travel, aside from my unbelievable fear of flying (which i will be trying to conquer in the next few days thanks to my friend who recommended i check out the SOAR program on fearofflying.com ), is because i cannot deal with packing and the change in my routine.
a. i am a crappy organizer when under pressure..i get so nervous that i just start to sweat and feel like i’m going to vomit or poop (ewwww… i know).
b. once i decide what i want to bring i worry that whatever i bring will get lost while i am away and then i’ll be upset when i get home and don’t have what i need.
i also hate to travel because i like being in my own home and feel like i don’t spend enough time at home as is.
i think the perfect vacation would be one at home, cozy with my kids and keithy…. sitting by the fire, watching movies and playing board games.
talk to you tomorrow at 5pm est.