tomorrow starts our week’s worth of shows on martha and i feel so scared! i just want to be liked! (i know i am a big loser for admitting that but so what). of course i am well aware that i cannot be liked by everyone… some people are going to say i’m fat, others will say i’m cute. some may say i’m pretty. and some people may hate me for no reason at all… but at the end of the day i just want people to think i’m good at my job. i love being on the radio… and i think if i wasn’t so damn critical of myself i’d like being on tv too.
arghh!!! i feel like a freak (so what else is new). it’s like the old saying "be careful what you wish for"…this whole radio show/ tv thing…yikes.
i hope it is fun for you to watch. in the worst case scenario you will like the pieces the way you like watching a train crash, in the best case scenario you’ll like them because you really enjoy them…regardless, know that we are doing our best. or maybe the best for us is yet to come. (huh?!)
maybe i better stop blogging right now, nervous blogging is a bit like drunk dialing…(when you are so drunk you can’t stop yourself from calling your ex and making an ass out of yourself).