so i am on this zone diet- and i really like it- i do. i find that when i feel my eating is in control, i feel happier- or maybe when i'm happier my eating is in control?! regardless, i am glad to be taking better care of myself.
no, i haven't weighed myself since i started but according to keithy, it's working because (and i quote) "i can see you've lost weight around your eyes..." geez...he doesn't disappoint does he! he says i lose weight around my eyes and it moves down...i never thought i had fat eyes!
then, of course, he grabbed under my ass...just under the cheeks which he refers to as "foie gras" and says he can definitely tell i am thinner...
people, i couldn't make this stuff up if i wanted to.
lucky for me, keithy cannot tell when i am thinner (or fatter) really...he thinks he can, which is fine, but i know he can't. he is too close to me and loves me as is... which i think, is probably one of the reasons i married him.
even when i feel crappy- fat and ugly- he is there to boost my spirit and self worth.
yes, i know self esteem comes from within and i agree...but isn't it important to have a partner who makes you feel better about yourself than worse? i know plenty of women who's husbands make them feel like shit- to me that's not ok...
that said i wouldn't want keithy to be a "yes" man either- and he's not, he's quick to point out when i am not paying enough attention to him or when i am seemingly unavailable and self consumed- he lets me know when there is not enough food in the house and i have neglected to get the dog bathed...all of these things are important for me to know...but
he always tells me i'm beautiful and sexy.
he's pretty darn hot too.