2 plane rides, 1 xanax, 10 days of miami sun.
what does it say about me that i imagined how good it would feel to get back in my bed before i had even left for florida?
and oh…happy new year.
made it to midnight without tears. kissed my husband and went to sleep. (kids were already sleeping- both managed to catch colds while we were away).
got up this morning, took the kids to the pediatrician, took them back home. ran to the market. cried in the aisles.
checked out of the market ($75!) and drove home.
i don’t want to be sad.
but here it is new year’s day and i feel sad. i miss my mom.
"i love you, i’m sorry" she said.
you have nothing to be sorry about mom.
i’m sorry we couldn’t save you.
everyday i am sorry we couldn’t save you.
but i won’t let it linger today.
i am healing.
the tears don’t have to go on and on anymore.
it has been a much needed vacation. quality time with family and friends. laughter.
almost ready to go back to work.
will be ready monday.
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