happy father’s day.
today i celebrate my dad. and my kids’ dad.
and i try not to focus on the pit in my belly.
the pit that exists because i am missing my mother so much.
july 8th will be one year since my mother died. i woke up this morning still in disbelief. still so raw. still fighting this gnawing sadness that lives within me.
don’t worry, i am ok. and i put on a brave face most of the time.
but really it doesn’t take much to remind me nor to make me weepy.
been doing better with having a positive outlook though. so that’s progress.
i will post details soon about the pancreatic cancer walk we are participating in. (in her honor)
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