I’m definitely working through this thinner me thing- getting to know myself this way. It is way fun to dress inappropriately for my age (not really inappropriate but my version of this) – wearing skinny jeans and trendy tops- shopping and finding clothes in every store! and doing my hair and putting on makeup each day…it is exciting to be looked at for a reason (practically any reason!) other than being fat.
And then I go to a beach for vacation (with a scale i brought from home because yes, i am somewhat crazy) and I’m not being looked at…and it is awesome!!!! I’m blending. I look like every other normal sized middle aged woman…in a swimsuit with a short matching skirt…running in and out of the ocean chasing kids or panicking about the waves (ok so others don’t do that…)
i’m feeling incredibly thankful today.
merry xmas everyone!