It is painful to see the visual of how horrible I must have been feeling to let myself get to THAT place. I have no real recollection of how I got so out of control. I have plenty of lovely pictures from growing up: some thin, some chubby, some cute...enough. not realizing" I'm getting fat/I have gotten fat. Taking selfies also helps me stay aware. OH! Some tips on how to take a great selfie can be found at Pat's papers! Ricki Lake had me on as a guest on her show- talking about my weight loss, treadmill use and SoulCycle! I'm grateful to have such a lovely well wishing girls' girl friend! Ricki Lake is all good! Watch and enjoy the fat pictures. If you want to buy the surf shelf I mentioned: go to Surfshelf and you can get $5 off by entering code jenny5 in the "Gift Certificate’" field on the 3rd page of your shopping cart at surfshelf and then hit APPLY CODE next to the field. The coupon will then appear as a (-$5.00) line item in the shopping cart with the text "$5 off from Jenny Hutt" - THANKS SURF SHELF PPL! I tweeted about a yummy chia pudding recipe from my cardiologist dr. yaghoobzadeh - here it is! 1/4 cup chia seeds 1 cup so delicious almond milk plus protein (he used coconut milk) half a tsp vanilla extract 1-2 tbs agave syrup (depending how sweet you want it) mix all in a container and put in the refrigerator for 3 hrs (I covered the container) Really healthy and REALLY delicious! xo Jenny P. S. Next week I am cohosting Dr. Drew's show on HLN all week. I can't wait! And one more picture: prom 1988But the super fat pics from past 10 years... ugh. I am mortified by them. #truth This is why I get on my scale every day. Seeing the number on my scale will prevent me from "