Jenny

thanks frank!

July 24, 2008 by Jenny 64 Comments

hi everyone, here is the scarf from listener frank. he knitted it for me…(actually crocheted it..oops!) amazing huh? xxx jennifer aim:whateverradio facebook: jennifer koppelman hutt

we are back.

July 23, 2008 by Jenny 37 Comments

back live today… xxx

hi. alexis and i planned this trip to los angeles (alexis planned it actually! i just showed up.) and i had 24 hours of no tears…NO TEARS! for those 24 hours i was manic, busy, kind of numb and all around distracted which was FANTASTIC. and then, all of a sudden, i really wanted to…

ugh

July 15, 2008 by Jenny 195 Comments

last night i googled my mother. I GOOGLED MY MOTHER! and a picture of my mom popped up from maybe 8 years ago or so, and she is laughing. and she is happy. and she is healthy. and she is alive. and now she is not. i don’t know how to grieve. i don’t know…

back to work.

July 13, 2008 by Jenny 104 Comments

hi everyone. thank you for all the support…and all the love. shivah is over. we cried. we laughed. we prayed. we took a walk. and we drank to my mom. tomorrow i go back to life not as it was, but as it will be. xxx jennifer aim:whateverradio facebook: jennifer koppelman hutt

bunny koppelman

July 8, 2008 by Jenny 624 Comments

january 27, 1943- july 8, 2008

i’m waiting for a miracle.

July 7, 2008 by Jenny 197 Comments

hi everyone. i am praying for a miracle to get my mother out of this situation. i am hoping the drs. are wrong and she’s not really so sick and this is all just a crazy mismanagement of some other illness that isn’t life ending…yeah i’m losing it. i keep saying to my mom’s doctors…

the 5 stages of grief…

July 2, 2008 by Jenny 172 Comments

hi everyone. the 5 stages of grief: 1. denial 2. anger 3. bargaining 4. depression 5. acceptance i am going through the first 4 no problem- but i cannot get to acceptance…. i just cant…i wonder how people do. things are really bad… i know this, but i keep thinking things will get better. (1….

gosh!

June 29, 2008 by Jenny 131 Comments

hi everyone. omg. i am sorry that my "catty" post re: dr. douchebag has caused people to question whether i am handling my mother’s illness with pride and dignity… i am really doing the best i can- which includes moments of heightened sensitivity to other’s behavior/looks around me. i see people and i am sensitive…

a little levity amidst the heavy…

June 28, 2008 by Jenny 48 Comments

hi everyone! still stuck in this damn hospital…yes they are all nice but the situation is abysmal…really just abysmal. so i’ve been talking about dr. douchebag on the show- the surgeon who thinks he’s so great… i almost told him i hate him for no valid reason but i held back! (he’s not even my…

silver lining…i’m looking for it. i really am.

June 25, 2008 by Jenny 101 Comments

hi everyone! i’m an optimist… a nervous nellie afraid of the world optimist but an optimist nonetheless. i spend my days worrying what (bad) may happen but think it won’t ACTUALLY happen… and then when something bad does happen i believe it will sort itself out and ultimately not be so bad…and when that isn’t…

grateful

June 24, 2008 by Jenny 49 Comments

hi everyone! today is an awful day…last night my mom had a rough night…today she’s having a rough morning. and i’m at my wits end. so then what happens? YOU happen. i’m sitting in the hospital and in walks someone with a stack of cards for bunny… so of course, because i’m a sap, i…

ww core

June 23, 2008 by Jenny 35 Comments

hi everyone! have any of you tried the weight watchers core plan???? is it as good as flex?!trying to get back on the wagon amidst the stress of all stresses…here’s a shocker…i’m feeling a bit out of control!and another thing…alexis is not too skinny- i’d like to be so skinny…most would like to be so…

saturday

June 21, 2008 by Jenny 22 Comments

hi everyone! apart from the lovely nurses and wonderful hospital food (kidding)! my favorite thing at the hospital is… yep…the filtered ice cube/chips SO GREAT! i nursed an iced coffee for hours by refilling it with ice. and then i came home… sat outside for a few minutes, went INSIDE and got attacked by something…..

why am i such a retard?! (i know i should call myself an idiot…sorry if i offend)

June 17, 2008 by Jenny 35 Comments

hi everyone! for all of you who sent cards to my mom…i’m an idiot. i posted the wrong zipcode before below for north shore hospital in manhasset…(i’ve since corrected it see below it’s 11030)…so if i don’t thank you- it may because she didn’t receive your note! however, my mother did receive this teddy bear…