ive yet to be brave enough to post fat pictures here- not because i deny the history BUT because i am saddened by it. embarrassed i went through such a rough patch. sad when i remember the pain i was in. but i agreed to a before and after piece elsewhere. oy. click the link….
some say i am obsessive. yup. about almost everything.
i’m an obsessive worrier. always have been. i worry about what matters: safety and well being of my family and others i love, psychopaths who kill kids (and grownups!), our country’s debt, the environment, my career, and just about every other problem i may not be able to fix nor anticipate. i worry about what…
i will be making a treadmill video tomorrow…monday!
no no no! i did not have the mcdonald’s rollo mcflurry this weekend!!! but i did taste it right before my kids went to camp. and i won’t be tasting it again…because…YIKES! it is TOO GOOD. (i do not take my kids to mcdonald’s or burger king or any of the fast food places often….
this is how i feel on the inside. a lot of the time. oh. and a tales from the treadmill video.
this is how i feel on the inside… i’ve been having writer’s block. and here i am…again… on the treadmill. httpv://youtu.be/jFZdx7d9HfY i am trying to make a comments section under the “tales from the treadmill” part of my site (separate from the blog)…and also make a…
blending!
I’m definitely working through this thinner me thing- getting to know myself this way. It is way fun to dress inappropriately for my age (not really inappropriate but my version of this) – wearing skinny jeans and trendy tops- shopping and finding clothes in every store! and doing my hair and putting on makeup each…
once a fattie, always a fattie.
my mother tortured me about my weight. or is it tormented me. or is it both! although my mom wasn’t a waif, and never felt good about her body, she had utmost control over what she did and did not consume. and my mother was, ultimately (after many years of trying), super thin. and i…
well now that you’ve mentioned it…
have been waiting to write this blog until i felt comfortable enough to do it…but then i realized i won’t ever feel comfortable, so might as well get over myself and write it now. i’ve had a life long weight issue (caused, i am sure, by nature AND nurture.) and like so many others, i…
and so i begin… again!
ugh. friday afternoon i found out my blood pressure is elevated- yeah, i am sure it is partially because i have anxiety and have had a shitty year and genetics are against me, but really, and this is extremely painful for me to admit, my blood pressure is elevated in part because i am too…